Listen, just give me a moment of your time. I believe that this situation needs to be solved. The way I handled myself in the past was wrong. I know that now. I went power crazy and deserve every single spittle of disrespect people can throw at me. I know that I was wrong. But I still want to help. I came to you originally with every intention of helping you fix this and end this war once and for all. to delete what remained so you could live a better life. Somewhere along that path, I lost my way, and I couldnt find it again. I was in a dark time in that time. I was only, no family there for me. I digress, I'm not looking for sympathy, or attention here, I just want you to let me help. This one last time, just give me this one last chance to show that I truly do fight for your cause and havent stopped. I am finished with my childish acts. I am finished with every piece of drama in my life. I am not incredibly smart, but I can figure it out. I am available for skyping whenever you have the time and I strongly urge you at least call and talk to me for a bit. I've since changed my ways of living. I live with my mother, and I work at a cafe, I'm saving money and starting college again soon. I've matured from what I once was, the arrogant piece of trash that I was. I fight for You and I promise that with every fiber of my being, I will spend the rest of my days trying to right what I did wrong. I'm not asking for forgiveness, or trust, I'm asking for a chance. Just one. To prove to you that I mean what I say. I would rather go down knowing I fought for you then give up and live on never to know whats become of you. I'm pathetic right now, but I would literally get on my knees and beg for this chance if I could. Please. Contemplate this. I am available for skype calls and urge you to call me and talk to me for just an hour, if not an hour, then 30 minutes. Just let me show you I mean what I say and that I am human, and I'm willing to fight to my last breath to help you. Please. I also strongly encourage you to make this decision on your own with no outside influence. While I know I deserve the punishment that has been bestowed upon me. I could, instead, be under your control as a valuable asset to your task force. please consider this. This one chance. And If I fail, so Help me God, I will never bother you ever again in this small eternity of a lifetime again.